名利跑馬燈〈試圖和解〉90利

“For the first time, I happily walked to the side of the main road. 

There was a bus stop sign, and the school bus would arrive in 10 minutes.

Almost elementary schools have standard equipment, and I have to say that it is already very good for students.

If it was before, I might not have been so lucky, but after I came here, I had to accept it. ”

“Although class is still painful, I think I will face it with a smile. 

After yesterday, I seem to have figured it out. 

I don’t know if it’s because of going out to play.

I no longer complain so much, but face it with a new attitude, which should be considered a good thing for me. ”

“I was the only one standing next to the stop sign.

 It was strange that the stop sign was set outside every house.

Everyone can only stand in front of their own house.

 Even if they want to chat, it is probably impossible. ”

校車很準時來了，當門一打開時，女司機注意到我的表情，她和我打招呼，並說著：「Alex, I'm in a good mood today. 

You can tell if you are smiling, you should laugh more, don't keep a straight face all day, it's not good.」

我不好意思說是因為學校有令我心煩的事情，所以只好點點頭說著：「Yes 」反正在這裡還是不要惹事情好了，畢竟現在我想要的是快點畢業，而不是繼續與那群幼稚的學生浪費時間，我可沒有多餘的時間，這不是我答應阿母的承諾。

“I just smiled awkwardly. 

Maybe my usual expression is too gloomy, so everyone thinks I don’t like to laugh, but if it weren’t for those two bullies, I wouldn’t be like that. I should blame those two bullies. 

I don't think I have made any mistakes. 

After I greeted the driver, I chose the closest position to the back. 

I promised that no one would bother me. I was happy too.  ”

“Today I think it will definitely be a day to start again, at least I won't be expressionless all day, no matter what the two bullies treat me, I don't care anymore, as long as I don't care anyway.

But is it really possible?

 Frankly speaking, I have no confidence in myself, I can really turn a blind eye to it, and I am a little worried about myself. ”

“Just when I was worried about this, the school had arrived. 

Now is the beginning of hell, but I have to face it.

Of course, Alex got out of the car.

 He thought it was time to make it clear. 

Although the two bullies might not listen, he would try to persuade them.”

“ The moment I walked into the school, I had already decided.

Alex seems to have come with determination. 

If he doesn't achieve his goal, it is impossible for him to give up. 

At least from now on, he can no longer conflict with those two bullies. 

Maybe he can escape without conflict. ”

“ At lunch, he planned not to say a word, just to see when they could make trouble.

It seems that the only way Alex can think of is this. 

Although it can't eliminate the roots, it can at least avoid conflict.

But it seems to be good, but in reality it doesn't seem like this. ”

比利絕對是能讓人生氣的類型，一開口就自以為是的說著：「 Alex, we met again. 

Recently, we really have fate.

 How are you? 

Without us talking to you, you would be lonely.

If it were not for us, you would be boring, you see no one talking to you at school.」

我什麼話也不說，就只是靜靜聽著，並在心裡暗罵道：「Ha, it's really funny.

 It's clearly your problem. 

If you didn't come as soon as lunch time, the whole school would know about it.

They didn't have the guts to talk to me.

Forget it, it’s okay, it saves me having to waste energy to make friends.

 

Now I don’t have to do anything. Maybe this is the best way. 」