名利跑馬燈〈煩躁〉146利

「I know that Ann's words are not good, but it is for our good, so you can't wait for them to leave.

It happens to be torn apart in front of everyone, you have thought about how we should face them in the future, face the family members.」

“What Jay said was obviously on Ann's side.

 Just listening to his words would tell him that he was even more afraid that he would not be able to make friends with Ann in the future.”

「Why, she hurt our child, should I give her a good face.

Sorry, I can't do it, I can't do it like you are so nonchalant, I am not so considerate.

And Alex is our child, you don't worry about hurting that child.

I sometimes wonder, do you really love Alex?

Actually, it was only I who regarded him as my child, otherwise you just didn't talk to him.」

“Shan was in a very depressed mood.

 She thought that Jie would stand by her, but she didn't. 

He was for his family.”

     

「Shan, how could you say this, how could you doubt my love for Alex, I love Alex, and Bill Linda as much.

You can't just question my love for children just because you are angry, let alone disrespect my family.

Please remember that Ann is our elder, and you have to give the most basic respect.」

“Jay's words seemed a little too overdone, and too overdone.

 He didn't consider Shan's current mood, let alone Shan's love for Alex.”

     

「Enough, I don’t think what I said is wrong, and how can you accuse me for your family, that is our child, you and my child.

I'm really sad when you say this.

 I didn't expect you to treat me like this for your family. 

Would you treat me too much.」

“Shan was so angry that she cried, but Jie didn't want to comfort her, she angrily walked into the room at the end of the stairs.

The door was closed with a slam, leaving only Jay who was regretting the wrong words. ”

     

「Brother, what happened to them, daddy, looks very angry, it won't be because of us, I don't want them to separate.」

“Bill looked horrified. 

He was trembling frequently as if he was frightened by the quarrel between Jie and Shan.”

「No, Shan and the others just disagree and are communicating.

Don't be afraid, Bill, they love you so much and they won't abandon you, you know.」

“What about me, I deserve to be abandoned, is it that I am the one who should be abandoned the most? 

There is no place for me in this home, where should I go.

Although Alex was comforting his younger brother and sister, he was extremely disturbed in his heart. 

Maybe it was time for him to leave.  ”    

「 Brother, you won't leave, will you leave us?

I like you very much, brother, so don't go, don't leave Bill.

I don't know why, at that time Bill had such an illusion, that his brother was about to leave.」

“He was very scared, pulling on his brother's sleeves, insisting on letting go. 

He was afraid that when he let go, his brother would leave.”

「Of course not, I have such a cute younger brother and sister, how can I be willing to leave.」

“Although my brother said so at the time, he still left his hometown when he was 18 years old. 

When I saw him again, it was already 15 years old.”

       

“When I saw him the last time, it was his cold body, covered in scars, and there was not a whole body intact, full of traces of bullet holes.

I remember that day when my parents were crying hoarsely while holding his corpse.

 When they saw his brother again, it had been more than 20 years. 

They did not expect that when they saw him again, he was already dead.”

 “His death was still very miserable, not at all like the scenery he had when he won the prize.

I don't know why, Alex's heart is also very upset, he is worrying about leaving home in the future, where to go, and even trying to survive. ”