名利跑馬燈〈疏離感〉138利

“Since the beginning of this day, something seems to be quietly changing, and Alex's character has also become more silent, or even more indifferent.

His relationship with his family has become worse. 

In the past, he would still chat with his family, but now he hides in the room after eating, and does not chat with Shan and the others.”

「Jay, do you feel that Alex has changed, it seems that the change is more uncertain than before, no one knows what he is thinking.

What to do, is this kid leaving us? 

I think he is looking for a job recently.

 Maybe he is 18 years old and he will move out of here.」

“Shan doesn't know why, there is always extra worry, but after all, she is a mother, and it is natural to worry about the child, but she doesn't know what Jie thinks.”

          

「Really, how do you know that he is looking for a job recently?

 He told you that there are children who will leave home when they are adults, which is a good thing.

Only in this way can he be independent.

 What are you worried about? 

The laws of our country don't stipulate that.

Besides, no matter how much you like this child, you will not be able to keep him by your side forever.」

“Jay did feel the change in Alex, but he didn't take it seriously. 

Instead, he thought that Shan's worries were unnecessary, at least that was how he thought.”  

    

「No, I also know that I don’t need to remind you, but I’m not worried, don’t you worry about it.

You are the father of that child. 

He grew up when he was a child. 

When he came here, you were not afraid that he would be uncomfortable, and you often chat with Alex.

What is going on now, you have really loved this child before, otherwise it doesn't matter how it is like this.」

“Shan became angry when she heard Jie's words, she even questioned Jie's love for Alex.”

「No, that was before. 

Now that the child is older, he needs to have his own space.

 You said that I just want to manage it.

He keeps himself in the room all day, just wanting to have his own space, maybe Alex will recover in a few days, why bother you.  」

“Jay also wanted to stick to his own ideas, but there was a slight gap between his and Shan's ideas.

 It was like this before, and Shan was a bit too suspicious.

However, they all love this child in the same heart.

 There is no difference. 

I really don't know why Shan thinks this way, even questioning his love for his eldest son.

This is really unbelievable. It seems that they have to find time to communicate well to avoid quarreling again.  ”

“Bill and Linda are now getting bigger and bigger.

 In a blink of an eye, they are 5 years old and are now in their brother's room.”

「Alex, can you accompany us to play ghosts and catch people, let's go, go out and play, don't stay here, I'm so bored.」

“It's been only half an hour, and Bill can't stand it anymore. 

He is making a fuss unreasonably, even if his brother is with him.”

「 No, no, I still have a report to do, you and Linda go out to play, not there are neighbors, you can go to them to play.

Don't bother me now, or just stay in the room and be quiet for a while.」

“Of course Alex didn't want to.

 He had grown up and didn't like to play games like before. ”

     

「My brother is so bad that he doesn't play with us. 

I want to tell my mother that you bully us.」

“Seeing that it was impossible to make trouble unreasonably, Bill wanted to cry, thinking that the tears offensive would be more useful for his brother.”

“As soon as he finished thinking about it, his tears flowed down and he cried louder and louder. 

The cry was really harsh and unbelievable.

But Alex was obviously indifferent, he ignored it, and let the child continue to cry. 

Anyway, even if it stopped drinking now, he would still cry, so let him cry enough.”