名利跑馬燈〈養成習慣〉122利

「No, there are still things to do in my school, so I won't go, you can go and have fun.」

“Once upon a time, Alex was past the age when he would cling to his parents, especially the adoptive parents of strangers, even more so.

He is no longer the immature boy before, and he no longer feels afraid of panic.”

「Alex, but we are going to other towns, maybe there will be a few more days, you can ask the school for leave.」

“Shan wanted to convince Alex anyway, she believed that Alex would obey, especially this was a family trip that took a long time.

She thought Alex would definitely go, who told them to be family members, although Alex seemed to have changed a bit now.

But Shan believes her son, he will not refuse a mother's request, after all, they are a family. ”

「That's no way, because I really don't have time, so don't worry about me, I will take care of myself, and you will have fun.」

“Alex thinks that he has grown up, and Shan and the others have their own children.

 After they graduate, they will still be separated.

This is only a matter of time, and now it is only realized ahead of schedule.

 Anyway, he has long been used to being alone.

 There is nothing surprising about this kind of thing.”

「What should I do?

 I still want to say that if our family goes out to play, we can leave memories.」

“Shan was rejected by Alex. She was very disappointed. 

She didn't expect her son to refuse.

 She thought Alex would always obey.

Because in Shan's heart, he was just the boy who was shy and fearful. ”

「Forget it, since he has something to do, don't force it. 

Besides, if the child is already old, he will be the master. 

Don't treat him as a small child.」

“Jay was very dissatisfied with Alex's indifferent attitude, but he also knew that when the child was older, he would not want to stay with his parents.

 This was common sense.”

「But, alas, in that case, all right.」

“Alex, if you have something, you have to make an appointment next time to go together.

Shan doesn't seem to insist anymore, maybe Jay is right, the child is already old, and he no longer looks like he would be next to his parents. ”

“The atmosphere of the dinner on this day was not very good, and it ended hastily, but Shan and his family set off as scheduled the next morning.

But this is good, it is also a good thing for him.

 He has already thought about it. 

When he graduates, he plans to go to the big city to work hard, but the premise is to find a house first and have a job that can make money.”

“He has already planned everything, and now he just hasn't implemented it. 

Although he thinks is very good, he is not necessarily doing it.

The reality is always cruel, not as good as imagined, but Alex is mentally prepared and ready to endure hardship. ”

“He doesn't plan to continue entanglement, maybe his fate with this family can only be here.

Whether he is cold-blooded, this is a decision that cannot be changed anyway, and no one can stop it.”

“Soon, he will leave, leave this place where he lived since he was a child, leave this city.

Alex looked at the notebook on the desk, and when it was spread out, it was filled with thoughtful plans. ”