名利跑馬燈〈模糊時光〉118利

“Yes, Annie is right.

Jay, they will definitely be angry, but as for me, I really want to live the same life as before.

If there is no Edward and them, how should I live in school in the future, and I am not a Westerner, how can they accept it.”

“I'm just an Oriental, a discriminated Oriental, I am nothing, I am an orphan now.

Alex seemed to hesitate for a moment, but he immediately regained his sanity. 

After all, this matter should be taken cautiously and should not be decided hastily. 

This is really difficult for Alex. ”

“Those vague times once seemed to be back in my head.

 The memories of childhood are beautiful, yes, but those memories still contain pain.

When he was humiliated at school, no one could help, and when he was compliant with the situation, no one could accept it, but that's why. ”

“He couldn't figure it out and didn't want to listen to Annie. 

Besides, it was his life, not Annie's life, and no one else could control it.

Alex looked at Annie angrily. When he was bullied at school, the neighbors didn't care.

Everyone is not all busy with their affairs, who will really take care of them, and who will really ask.”

“How can you understand my feelings? 

If you want to live in this country, you must learn to be patient.

Especially the Orientals are the most discriminated against in this country. 

In my opinion, you are just the same.”

“I'm just looking for a friend who can shelter me. 

What's wrong with this, don't forget, you are just my neighbor when I was young.

Alex vented almost all his resentment on Annie, because he hated this, this discriminatory society. ”

「 I don't understand, but at least I know that those people are not worthy of you to make friends, even if you are an Oriental.

You still have me and Will, we are your friends, or you never regarded us as your friends.」

“Otherwise, why do you say that? 

Why do you think that all Americans are the same, and there are also those who like Orientals and do not reject them.

Annie saw it entirely from her own point of view, and she still couldn't understand Alex's ridiculous thought. ”

「That's your opinion.

 Maybe a few people don't reject Orientals, but I'm sorry, I met most people.

So I have no choice.

 This is the life I decide to live in the future.

 You have no way to decide my life.」

“Alex spoke very firmly, and it seemed that he would not change his mind.”

「Why do you want to live a life like this? 

Why should you care about the eyes of those people? 

You can't please everyone.

 This is common sense.

You can't make everyone like you. 

You have to think clearly that this world does not live for you.」

“Annie's words are indeed reasonable, but what about it, he can't go back anymore, Alex thought silently. ”

「Whatever you say, I never asked those people to like it anyway, I wouldn't be so shameless.

Okay, now that the old days are gone, I should also go and make a report.

 I hope we won't meet again in the future.」

“Alex didn't even say goodbye, so he left.”

「Wait, wait a minute, I still have something to say.

Really, why don't you leave without waiting for someone to finish talking.

Forget it, in that case, I'll wait for the next time.」

“Annie wondered what she could do if she caught up, she still couldn't convince him. ”