名利跑馬燈〈時間一久〉110利

“Forget it, it's better to go back later, or it won't be good to disturb them, I don't want to hear that kind of sound again.

Although Jie wants to have a brother for me as a company, probably because I am too lonely, but I think the real reason is that I am afraid that I will leave without saying goodbye.

He may be afraid that I will leave Shan, after all, Shan is really affectionate, and I can't seem to just leave.”

“But what to do? 

I really want to book a flight back now. 

I always feel like something has happened at home.

But Jay  said to me in particular while Shan was away:

You better stop thinking about it, we won't let you go back, have you ever thought about it, maybe she doesn't contact you because she doesn't want you anymore.

You have to remember that you are already 12 years old and you should also learn ”

艾力克斯想著最後再請求一次，他可憐兮兮的說著：「Impossible, she loves me very much, and she writes back every time, so I know that she still misses me very much.

Can't i go back? 

Just go back once, you will be back soon, and will not stay for too long. 」

杰很激動也很生氣，他憤怒的拒絕道：「No, no, you think I don’t know, you will definitely not come back if you go, do you want to make Shan sad?

She already has feelings with you. 

Isn't it good to stay here? 

You won't have any future there.

Alex, be obedient, don't worry about me and Shan anymore, you are a well-behaved child, you should understand this.

I also know that you don't like it here, but you can go back again when you grow up, at least not now, Shan will be very lonely without you. 」

“Although I said that, I don't know why, but I still feel heavy in my heart, as if something bad is about to happen.

But I have promised Jay that I can't leave. 

After all, I still have to think about my family. 

She is no longer my family, so it shouldn't matter.

In this way I fell asleep with sorrow. ”

不過就在同一時間，國內傳來壞消息。

就在醫院，一個女人著急的站在急診室外，她不安的走來走去。

漸漸的好幾個小時過去，好不容易才等到醫生出來。

阿玉一頭亂髮，連拖鞋都是穿反的，她對著醫生緊張的問道：「醫生，按怎樣，她還有救嘛。」

醫生無情的說著：「抱歉，你節哀啊。」

阿玉幾乎是在聽到這句話的那刻就崩潰了，沒想到還是來不及了，都換了這麼多的醫院，吃了這麼多的藥，還是只延了一年而已，最終還是要邁向死亡的。

阿玉擦乾眼淚，她滿臉淚光的說著：「醫生，那我可以進去看她了嗎？

她就只有我一個朋友了，拜託。」

幾乎是在經過醫生的同意以後，她走了進去，病床上是一具冰冷的遺體，原本還是個年輕的女子，怎麼那麼早就死了。

阿玉終於再也忍不住，她跪在病床前哇哇大哭著，就像是要眼淚都哭乾，那聲音凄厲到這一個樓層都能聽到。

“One night passed.

 Fortunately, this room has soundproofing equipment, otherwise you will definitely hear the movement next door.

I don't know why this night. 

I slept very restlessly, always turning over and over again, and in my sleep it seemed that someone was calling me, as if calling my previous name. ”

杰出房門，就看到艾力克斯已經在客廳，他春風滿面的說著：「Alex, why did you wake up so early and stop sleeping for a while.

Forget it, you won't say anything if you ask, right.

Don't wake Shan, she was too tired last night, we will eat toast today, anyway, there is jam in the refrigerator, you can use it yourself. 」

「Ok, I know.」

“After these two years, Alex has already practiced martial arts.

Here, learning to do housework seems to be a very common thing, so he has been cleaning the room since the first year.

Now, it seems that he is about to learn how to cook.

 After all, he is about to graduate.

 It is time to start planning for his future.

Listen to Billy and they say that their parents will drive their children out when they reach 18 years old.

Although I am surprised, it is very common for Americans.”

“After a long time, I really had forgotten that woman, and soon I had to decide which middle school I would take after graduation.

But the only difference is that there are two more children in the family.

 I want to know that it was Jie's trouble that night. 

Although they are very cute, they are a pair of little devil who can make trouble or a baby.”