名利跑馬燈〈曾幾何時〉140利

「Hush, Linda, what's wrong with you, don't cry, I didn't mean it.

Oh, what should I do, Shan and they won't blame me.」

“When Alex saw Linda's tears falling down, he panicked and couldn't find a tissue.

He had to wipe Linda's tear-stained face with his clothes

indiscriminately.

 Although it was a little rude, it was at least kind.”

「Brother, we won't... won't do this again, don't be angry, Bill didn't mean it, he just liked you too much.」

“Linda's voice was still trembling at first, she sobbed little by little, her tears were like pearls, but they also made Alex instantly soft.”

     

「Linda, don't cry.

Did you know that tears are the most precious thing for a woman, so don't shed tears in front of people easily. 

This will make you very vulnerable.」

“Alex is still clumsy, his movements are very rude, but his face is very gentle, but only in front of his family is the real side.”  

「Well, I know, brother, can you forgive Bill?」

“Linda's eyes were red, but she finally stopped tears, looking forward to waiting for Alex's answer.

After all, she still hopes that her brother and Bill can reconcile, and the family should still have peace with Lele, and they can't fight. ”

    

「Of course, as long as you don't make trouble, Bill, you know.」

“When Alex saw Linda like this, he felt relieved in an instant, and he immediately calmed down. 

Anyway, it was his family members, he still had to forgive him, and he couldn't bear the hate for a lifetime.

Although they are not real family members and no blood relationship, to Alex, they are his family members and relatives who are kind to him.”

「Brother, I was wrong. 

I shouldn't say that you want to go out to play before you are finished.」

From now on I will be obedient, obedient, and won't mess around casually.

“Bill seemed to be really obedient, he didn't dare to be arrogant in Alex, he knew that he was suppressed by Alex's momentum.”

「Hey, reading now, you are now at the age you need to read. 

There is nothing to read more.

 After you finish reading a book, I will take you out to play.」

“ Alex's goal was achieved, and he couldn't help covering his mouth

and snickering, but he didn't let Bill and the others see it, because they were afraid they would see it again.

Of course, after a lot of noise, Bill didn't make any noise anymore, and Alex's ears were also quite quiet. 

This was also a good thing for him. 

There was no need to roar over there, and he had to worry that his throat would hurt. ”

「 You are really kind to your family. 

You are obviously not related by blood.

 Human beings are really weird. They always love and hate.」

“Libby couldn't understand Alex's attitude towards his family. 

He clearly wanted to succeed, but he couldn't let go of his family. 

How could this be really successful.”

「 What do you know, they are my benefactors, I am grateful that they are too late, and even told me to push them away, I can't do you so ruthless and unjust.」

“Alex considers himself a cowardly person. 

He has always longed for a happy home, but at the same time he hopes that his life will be successful.

 This is really a contradiction. ”

          

“Once upon a time, Alex had become so soft-hearted, to be honest, he didn't know it, it was just before he knew it.

But now he still doesn't know how to express the thoughts in his heart, causing Shan and the others to still not understand the thoughts of this elder son, and naturally they don't understand Alex.”

“Maybe he will live like this for the rest of his life, but what about that, he can still live well, even if other people don’t understand, he doesn’t care. 

Anyway, it’s his own life, he can live as he wants, no one can control , No one can intervene.

This is not the way life is, there is a saying that you can only decide your own life, and others can at best just stand by. ”

名利跑馬燈〈愈來愈遠〉139利

「I don't care, my brother doesn't play with us. 

You don't mean to take care of us, why do you say nothing.

Everything should be based on our needs, you can't do everything, and I don't want to stay in the room, it's boring here, I don't want to read books.」

“Bill has to step out of the house for everything, besides, these fairy tale books are not his favorite. 

I really don't know why his brother can bear it.”

「Okay, you don’t want to read a book. 

Get out of my room right now.

Don't force me to drive you out, Bill.」

“Alex really didn't want to say the three words get out.

 After all, he was his younger brother and sister.

 It seemed impolite to say so.  ”  

「My brother bullied me, mother.

As soon as Bill couldn't get what he wanted, after he opened the door, he wanted to sue his parents in the living room.

Anyway, Alex would definitely listen to what his parents said, because in this family they are still the oldest parents, no one can compare this.」

“Bill thought that this would allow Alex to compromise, but he did not know that he had touched his limit.”

“At the moment, Alex's sanity line had been completely broken. 

He pulled Bill back into the room very hard and closed the door.”

「If you really think so, I will agree, then you are wrong.

Bill, it seems you still don't know who I am.」

“Alex is no longer the kind and friendly man who loves his brothers and sisters. 

His veins are exposed and his eyes are wide, as if he is about to do something bad.”

      

「Brother, if you are like this, I will be scared. 

You look terrible.

 You forgot what your mother said to us. 

If you are in love with each other, you can't fight.」

“Although Bill wanted to escape, his legs became weak.

 It seemed that he was frightened by Alex's reaction, so he had to move out of the rescue soldier.”  

「So what, this is my room, I am the master here, what can you do to me.

Besides, didn't I say wait a minute, you can't finish your work, why do you want to annoy my brother?」

“Alex was still angry.

 He still couldn't forgive Bill's behavior, so he just wanted to warn and frighten Bill again. ” 

「Brother, what's wrong with you, don't do this, we didn't mean it, Bill is just too boring, so forgive him.」

“Linda sensed something wrong with Alex, and she hurriedly wanted to explain for Bill, fearing that something would happen after a while.”

「 Linda is good, I don't want to say anything to Bill, I just want to reason with him, and I won't do anything to him.」

“Alex knew Linda was scared, he even touched Linda’s head.

Besides, he didn't really want to do anything to Bill, just to frighten him. ”

     

「 Sorry, brother, I was wrong, I really know it was wrong.」

“Bill seemed to be scared to cry, he kept apologizing to Alex, hoping that his brother would forgive him.

After all, Alex's angry appearance was really terrifying, and it was the first time he saw his brother lose his temper.

Because his elder brother would never be like this in front of them, even if there were few words, what Bill was more afraid of was that his elder brother would ignore him in the future.”

「Really know that it is wrong, that's good.

Don't worry, I won't beat you.

 You are my brother.

 How can I be angry with my family? 

This is not a human attitude.」

“Alex changed his face so quickly. 

Hearing Bill admit that he was wrong, he returned to his benevolent face again.

 I have to say that his emotional control was really good, as if the things just did not happen.

But this scared Linda. 

She was so scared that she really cried.

 She still couldn't stop the tears, not the kind of silent crying, but the kind of crying loudly.  ”

名利跑馬燈〈疏離感〉138利

“Since the beginning of this day, something seems to be quietly changing, and Alex's character has also become more silent, or even more indifferent.

His relationship with his family has become worse. 

In the past, he would still chat with his family, but now he hides in the room after eating, and does not chat with Shan and the others.”

「Jay, do you feel that Alex has changed, it seems that the change is more uncertain than before, no one knows what he is thinking.

What to do, is this kid leaving us? 

I think he is looking for a job recently.

 Maybe he is 18 years old and he will move out of here.」

“Shan doesn't know why, there is always extra worry, but after all, she is a mother, and it is natural to worry about the child, but she doesn't know what Jie thinks.”

          

「Really, how do you know that he is looking for a job recently?

 He told you that there are children who will leave home when they are adults, which is a good thing.

Only in this way can he be independent.

 What are you worried about? 

The laws of our country don't stipulate that.

Besides, no matter how much you like this child, you will not be able to keep him by your side forever.」

“Jay did feel the change in Alex, but he didn't take it seriously. 

Instead, he thought that Shan's worries were unnecessary, at least that was how he thought.”  

    

「No, I also know that I don’t need to remind you, but I’m not worried, don’t you worry about it.

You are the father of that child. 

He grew up when he was a child. 

When he came here, you were not afraid that he would be uncomfortable, and you often chat with Alex.

What is going on now, you have really loved this child before, otherwise it doesn't matter how it is like this.」

“Shan became angry when she heard Jie's words, she even questioned Jie's love for Alex.”

「No, that was before. 

Now that the child is older, he needs to have his own space.

 You said that I just want to manage it.

He keeps himself in the room all day, just wanting to have his own space, maybe Alex will recover in a few days, why bother you.  」

“Jay also wanted to stick to his own ideas, but there was a slight gap between his and Shan's ideas.

 It was like this before, and Shan was a bit too suspicious.

However, they all love this child in the same heart.

 There is no difference. 

I really don't know why Shan thinks this way, even questioning his love for his eldest son.

This is really unbelievable. It seems that they have to find time to communicate well to avoid quarreling again.  ”

“Bill and Linda are now getting bigger and bigger.

 In a blink of an eye, they are 5 years old and are now in their brother's room.”

「Alex, can you accompany us to play ghosts and catch people, let's go, go out and play, don't stay here, I'm so bored.」

“It's been only half an hour, and Bill can't stand it anymore. 

He is making a fuss unreasonably, even if his brother is with him.”

「 No, no, I still have a report to do, you and Linda go out to play, not there are neighbors, you can go to them to play.

Don't bother me now, or just stay in the room and be quiet for a while.」

“Of course Alex didn't want to.

 He had grown up and didn't like to play games like before. ”

     

「My brother is so bad that he doesn't play with us. 

I want to tell my mother that you bully us.」

“Seeing that it was impossible to make trouble unreasonably, Bill wanted to cry, thinking that the tears offensive would be more useful for his brother.”

“As soon as he finished thinking about it, his tears flowed down and he cried louder and louder. 

The cry was really harsh and unbelievable.

But Alex was obviously indifferent, he ignored it, and let the child continue to cry. 

Anyway, even if it stopped drinking now, he would still cry, so let him cry enough.”

名利跑馬燈〈陽氣〉137利

「It turns out that you are the cursed doll in that museum, but I didn't expect to follow it back.

If it were an ordinary person, I would be scared to death, but I am not an ordinary person, so I would not be afraid.

You said that you can help me realize my wish. This is true. What is the price to pay.

I understand that there is no free lunch under the sun, so tell me your conditions.」

「Not bad. 

Ordinary people usually look frightened when they see me. 

It's just you who are not. 

I really like you more and more.」

“As long as this cursed doll speaks, it is a low male voice, and its voice is very harsh, which makes people always uncomfortable to hear.”

“But Alex is obviously not easy to provoke, anyway, he is already a child who is not favored by God, and there is nothing wrong with dealing with a demon.

As long as he succeeds in the future, he will be able to show that woman how well he has been.

 He wants that woman to regret and abandon his ideas at the time.  ”

「Yang Qi, I need human Yang Qi, if you can give me yours, it is also possible, it means that our transaction has been concluded.

And if my wish is not fulfilled, I will not leave you.

 You must be psychologically prepared and I will stay here for a long time.」

“This cursed doll seemed to be wrapped around Alex, and besides, it finally came outside, how could it be so easy to go back, I think it is impossible.

It has already thought about it, and has to stay by this man's side until the day that this man dies, it will not go to the next host.”

      

「Okay, yes, then you have to tell me your name first, or I can choose a name that suits you.」

“Alex didn't know what was wrong. 

He was so stupid and agreed at the time, but his mind was full of those who wanted to escape Edward.

 As long as he could escape from those people, he could do whatever he wanted.” 

“He has already thought about it, as long as he is separated from those people, he can start a new life, and there is hope in his life.

Even if Alex knew that he would pay a heavy price, he didn't care. Life was not like this anyway, the choice was only in a thought. ”

  

「  Of course, since our transaction has been concluded, there is no right to take it back.

 Everything is based on the terms you put forward.」

“Of course Alex didn't have the right to say no.

 What's more, this transaction was also beneficial to him.

 Why would he refuse? 

This is not giving the opportunity to others in vain.”

「Well, from now on I will live in your house, otherwise I can't help you.

And what is the name you just asked me?

 My name is Libby, an ancient demon that existed 1800 years ago.」

「I am in exchange for interest rates. 

As long as it is beneficial to me, I can agree to anything, even if you want me to kill someone any day.」

“Libby's condition is like a sweet fruit, both tempting and evil, but this still attracts Alex, because this is what he wants, or this is what he has been after.  ”  

“In Alex's eyes, Libby's appearance at this time was undoubtedly a gift from the sky.

He even wondered if he was dreaming, but he obviously didn't. He would definitely cherish this gift. ”